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(Un) Natural Selection: A Toxic Tale of Flies and People

 

I confess, sickly people repulse me. The blame for some of this aversion lies with my upbringing. While the stomach flu and chicken pox were treated with maternal tenderness, I nevertheless inferred that falling ill was a sign of weakness. My mother was never bedridden and 
I can’t remember my father ever calling in sick, so I surmised that missing a day of school was a kind of failure, evidence of a delicate constitution hardly befitting a young man. But my internalized message does not compare to the one assimilated by my wife through her Midwestern, Protestant upbringing. Around her house—and presumably in the environs of Illinois farms—sickness was indicative of a potentially serious character flaw (on par with falling asleep on the couch while watching football). But familial messages aside, there are good evolutionary reasons for not associating with feeble folks. With respect to selecting mates, the infirm are bad genetic bets. And in terms of survival, there’s a good reason to avoid pallid people—they’re often infected with a communicable pathogen. All of this goes to explain, if not excuse, why I wasn’t all that keen on spending time with my university colleague Cheryl.* I’m neither a shallow cad who judges people based on their looks, nor an intolerant lout burdened with psychological baggage. I’m a well-adapted organism.

Horn flies are truly loathsome insects. They lay their eggs, and spend the maggoty portion of their lives, in fresh cow dung. The size of a small housefly, an adult feeds on blood up to twenty times per day, favoring the capillary-rich tissues at the base of a cow’s horns. Hence the insect’s name. This is not to say, however, that the flies are found only on their host’s head. When hundreds (in some cases more than ten thousand) of these insectan vampires are seeking a meal, the best spots are quickly occupied. So the back and sides of cattle become peppered with hungry—and horny—flies. Females lay up to two hundred eggs in their lifetimes, and the insect can crank through ten generations a year in warm climes, such as Louisiana. That’s where I met the horn fly, while studying for my doctoral degree in entomology at Louisiana State University. Although my dissertation research concerned a less noxious creature (the southern green stinkbug, which, despite its name, emits an odor reminiscent of cut grass), I was oddly attracted to these repulsive flies. They had a gritty, unapologetic, blue-collar authenticity to their lives. One had to respect a creature that had evolved the capacity to live its larval life in a pile of shit and spend its adulthood taking blood from an animal a couple of million times its own size.

22 Magnolia

Poetry by Tanya Stepan

A biography of Darwin written without benefit of patience

A poem by Bob Hicock

A Birth in the Woods

He had been warned that there would be blood.
 
Caleb’s mother had told him in their daily lessons, “No one is actually hurt. Blood doesn’t necessarily mean pain.” She showed him a drawing of a baby floating in space, connected to the placenta. “The baby may be bloody when it comes out, but it isn’t bleeding. We’ll wash him off, wash the sheets and towels, and you won’t even remember it.” Since his parents had decided that Caleb, six years old, would assist with the birth, he found an unending list of questions for his mother to consider. When he asked if there had been a lot of blood when he was born, his mother shook her head. “You were easy,” she said. “You were so easy.”
 
His father whittled a block of wood into a duck for the unborn baby before he took his penknife and dug it into the tip of his thumb. When the blood rose to the surface of the skin and trickled down his father’s hand, Caleb looked away, nauseated. His father swung him around, softly, and held up the sliced thumb. “It’s just blood,” he said. “It gets out sometimes and that’s not the worst thing in the world.” Caleb held out his hand, and his father made a quick slice into the boy’s own thumb. When the blood bubbled up, Caleb and his father laughed. “Blood’s nothing to worry about,” his father said, and Caleb felt safe, another lesson learned. His father regarded the half-whittled duck, now streaked with brown-red blood, and threw it into the woods surrounding their cabin, the expanse of trees so dense for miles in every direction that it seemed to Caleb that no one else in the world existed. “Don’t show your mother what we’ve done,” his father said, and Caleb nodded. He wondered how long he would have to wait until he could retrieve the duck for himself.
 
This was how Caleb was taught, by what was around, the things closest to him, which did not include other children or adults. When the potatoes had come into harvest, his mother had shown him how to use one to power a clock. She did not explain the principle behind this, seemed bored in fact by the particulars, and was intent only on showing Caleb the strangeness of the world. She sliced worms in half, and they watched for weeks as one of the halves grew into a new worm.
 
“Does this work with people?” he asked.
 
“No, never,” she said quickly.
 
“Sometimes, actually,” retorted his father, who then smiled, pleased to have the chance to make trouble.
 
“That’s not true,” said his mother, and then thought about it for a few seconds. “No,” she said again, assured of her answer.
 
Caleb placed his finger on the worm and watched the animal bend and curl from his touch.
 
He was learning to read, slowly, without much progress, though his mother seemed pleased. “The Browning Method of Typographical Comprehension and Reading,” she would proudly say as she held the pamphlet for Caleb to see. She would show him a letter from the deck of flashcards; they were up to L in the alphabet, a ninety-degree angle, a thumb and index finger extended. Once he had the letter, he was given a book, something random from a garage sale or one of her old college texts. He was to search the book for that single letter and circle it each time it appeared. He would scan the lines of each page for the shape of the letter, the space it occupied within a word. He had noticed how an E looked slightly different next to a C than it did to a D, the open mouth of the C inviting the E closer, while the D bowed out, pushing the E into the next letter. She never showed him a word, never touched a line of letters and made the sound of their joining. “When will I be able to read, though?” he would ask her, his hands smeared with ink. “Soon enough,” she would say. He did not believe her, but he had no choice. He needed her to tell him the things he would know.
 
Now there was the baby involved, about to arrive. His mother’s stomach was huge. The unmistakable bulge seemed to suggest that she was growing shorter each week. Her belly was a thing she always cradled with both hands while she walked, as if she were afraid of injuring something with it instead of the other way around. She would weigh herself and then laugh, stepping off the scale as the arrow zipped back to zero, before Caleb could read the weight.
 
“You didn’t tell me your weight,” he complained, but she would walk away, giggling.
 
“It’s broken,” she would say. “It’s certainly not working correctly.”
 
One night, when the baby shifted and pressed against his mother’s spine, she cried out and then instantly tried to pretend that she had been singing a song.
 
“Maybe we could go to the doctor,” his father said. “Just a little preliminary visit.”
 
“The baby is going to be big,” she said. “Why pay a doctor to solve that mystery for us?”
 
When his father mentioned the hospital a second time, his mother frowned. “We decided, Felix. We decided that we would make a world apart from the world. We can’t give up on that every single time things seem difficult.”
 
Caleb put his hand on her stomach and felt the baby kick twice, his mother wincing each time.
 
When she had first explained to Caleb about the baby, the fact of it, she had sat down beside him on the floor and swept the math sticks, individually carved blocks the length and width of a finger which he used to add and subtract, out of the way. “We’re going to put math on hold for a while,” she said. “For the next few months, we’ll focus on science. Biology. Caleb?” He had picked up one of the math sticks and was rubbing his thumb across the smooth grain of the wood, but he put it back down. She smiled. He was learning. “We’re going to have another baby,” she said. “You’re going to be a brother.”
 
“What?” he said, still trying to understand.
 
“A baby. A little boy or girl.”
 
“When?” he asked.
 
“Soon,” she said. “Six or seven months.”
 
“Why?” he asked.
 
“Because your father and I thought we would all be happier with another person in the house, someone else to be a part of our family.”
 
“Where?” he asked, moving along the questions he had been taught to ask when he did not know exactly what was happening.
 
“Right here,” his mother answered. “Right here in the house.”
 
 
Photo: Emery Way

A conversation with Ben Fountain

Notes to self on becoming a multi-award-winning fiction writer who will be termed a genius by the New Yorker: 1) Quit ascendant law career 2) Write for six to seven hours every day for twelve years, publishing an occasional story in a literary magazine, until you land a story in Harper’s via the slush pile 3) During that stretch, travel to Haiti a couple of dozen times because you want to write about the country 4) Also during that stretch, spend four years on a novel that doesn’t get published 5) Afterward, for several hours one day, consider getting an MBA, then decide against 6) Two years later, upon the Harper’s publication, embark on writing seven more stories of equal beauty, grace, and devastation that will be collected in your debut book, eighteen years after you started.

Good money says that if you were to brainstorm a plan for becoming a successful fiction writer, the above sequence wouldn’t be how you’d draw it up on your legal pad. But this is the path Fountain traveled to literary acclaim. In 2006, eighteen years after quitting his practice at a major Dallas law firm to write fiction full-time, Fountain published the short-story collection Brief Encounters with Che Guevara. Two of the stories had won a Pushcart Prize, and a third had won an O. Henry Prize. The book itself went on to win both the PEN/Hemingway Award—for the best debut book of fiction—and the Barnes & Noble Discover Award, and was also named a “Best Book of the Year” by both the San Francisco Chronicle and the Chicago Tribune. Fountain himself won a prestigious Whiting Writers’ Award in 2007. In an essay for the New Yorker called “Late Bloomers,” Malcolm Gladwell draws parallels between Fountain and the painter Cézanne.

Brief Encounters, in other words, struck a chord. Given our rapacious desire to understand the world and to fit together the pieces of globalization, a book like Fountain’s, which spans five continents, is especially timely. One of the reasons Fountain’s stories are so moving is that, as Gladwell writes, “they feel as if they’ve been written from the inside looking out, not the outside looking in.” This is true whether we find ourselves in Haiti, in Colombia, in Sierra Leone, in Myanmar, or in central Europe at the turn of the twentieth century. Each of Fountain’s stories reveals, with unsurpassed compassion and intelligence, the complex ways in which the macro forces of our world influence the outer and the inner lives of human beings who are often powerless to alter the consequences. The curtain is pulled back and the emotions flayed not through reportage, but through the interior swirl of individual lives—eight personal monsoons.

Fountain was a visiting writer at UNC Wilmington in the fall of 2009. On his last afternoon in town, early in December, we sat down to talk about the lifelong practice of writing, a shifting definition of success, an unexpected paean to Shelby Foote, and an awareness of global suffering, particularly with respect to Haiti, a country that has meant a great deal to Fountain both personally and professionally. This conversation now takes place in the shadow of the well-known earthquake of January 12 that ravaged Port-au-Prince and the surrounding area, killing upwards of a hundred thousand people. Since then, in Fountain’s words, “Around here it’s been all Haiti, all the time.”

Ben George: You grew up here in North Carolina, and write in your essay “The Way Back” that if you had stayed here “the cumulative weight of family and history and place, a kind of endlessly repeating nostalgic fog,” would have kept you from “something important.” How did that feeling play into your choice to leave?

Ben Fountain: When I was growing up, the South was physically beautiful to me. It was a lot more rustic and rural back then, in the sixties and seventies, and I never got tired of looking at it, just the lushness of the natural world. But my family has been here a long time, and I was always making connections in my mind about how so-and-so had once done something at a particular place that I might be visiting or driving by at the moment. An ancestral nostalgia was stalking me. Walker Percy once said about William Faulkner that Faulkner had managed to live in the South, but that he was really haunted by his ghosts and maybe that’s one reason why he drank. Being a drunk was the only way he could stand it. In my own case, I felt like if I was going to get any kind of clarity in my life, I had to go. And leaving was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I could have been happy in one way, staying here and practicing law, and being within this network of family and social connections. I had a ready-made identity. But on another level I felt like I would go to sleep after a couple of years of that and I would never wake up for the rest of my life. I would drift through in this fog.

 

Photo: Liliana Castillo

A Conversation with Robert Kunzig

It takes a certain daring—or just plain audacity—to propose a cure for global warming. But that’s what Robert Kunzig and Wallace Broecker advocate in their book Fixing Climate: What Past Climate Changes Reveal about the Current Threat—and How to Counter It. They argue that the climate crisis can be solved in part by dotting the planet with an array of carbon-scrubbing towers. To come up with this bold plan, the two combined their considerable talents: Kunzig is a prizewinning science journalist, and Broecker, the Newberry Professor of Geology at Columbia University, has spent more than five decades studying climate change. One of the first scientists to sound the alarm on global warming, Broecker is the recipient of numerous awards, including the National Medal of Science.

Now senior environment editor at National Geographic, Kunzig has spent more than two and a half decades writing about science, archaeology, and the environment, honing his skills first at Scientific American and then at Discover magazine, where he spent fifteen years as a staff editor and then the next seven as a freelance contributing editor. He is the author of Mapping the Deep: The Extraordinary Story of Ocean Science, which won the 2001 Aventis Prize for Science Books, and has written about topics from the theory of relativity and the physics of black holes to the development of the fetal brain and the origins of agriculture, as well as the science of ice cream, airplanes, spiderwebs, ballet, Scotch tape, cheese, photographic film, perfume, and truffles.

The logic of the pair’s proposal in Fixing Climate is simple. Carbon dioxide is a waste product of human activity, industrial and domestic. In this way it is no different from human sewage, a pollutant that was once dumped out of windows and into waterways, contaminating drinking supplies and leading to outbreaks of cholera and typhoid. City planners in nineteenth-century London, Paris, and Chicago built sewer systems to safely dispose of the waste, and in the same way, we can rid the atmosphere of carbon dioxide contamination by sucking it out and socking it away in rocks. In Fixing Climate, Broecker and Kunzig describe the technology necessary to do this and explain why solar energy and wind power alone cannot solve the problem. In July, Kunzig sat down with journalist Josie Glausiusz and discussed the rigors of battling climate change and the joys of science journalism.

Josie Glausiusz: Many of us are increasingly filled with a sense that global warming is an intractable problem and that we should all just learn to live with the consequences. But in your book Fixing Climate, you and Wallace Broecker seem optimistic that the problem can be put right. Where do you get your optimism?

Robert Kunzig: I think people are born optimistic or not. Some days maybe I’m not so optimistic, but I have a gut feeling that we are a tremendously adaptable species and are not so stupid that we’re just going to let this all go to hell. When I read accounts by other writers insinuating that our civilization is doomed, I have a visceral disbelief.

A civilization confronted with climate change is not a unique problem, but a civilization that is confronted with global climate change and is attempting to do something about it is unique. It’s a problem that will take a long time to solve. But I am optimistic, because I think these problems look huger when you’re standing on the edge of the slope, but once you start to head down a path things start to happen fast. Look at the change in mood in this country created by one election. I’ve always felt that the right leadership in the United States at the top could make an enormous difference, and I think we’re getting a chance now to see if that’s true. I could be wrong—maybe I’m a sap. I just think that it is a solvable problem and we’re capable of solving it.

 

Photo: Karen Fitzpatrick

A Dispensation from the Vows

Poetry by Luc Phinney

A Disturbance of Birds

Women are words.                    —Thomas Howell, Devises (1581)

How strange the way change comes, without warning, and never the way we think. Like a flash flood in the desert, it doesn’t have to be raining before the water hits. I always believed my mortality would arrive on wings of grace, not through a numbing of my body that would prevent me from walking or finding my way toward words.

I close my eyes.

Let me run this scene through my mind once again. I was at the movie theater in Ellsworth, Maine. Inglourious Basterds. The film ended. The violence stayed with me. As I stood up to exit, the right side of my body went numb. I was having trouble walking. Once outside, I called my husband, Brooke, and I could hear that whatever was happening was affecting my speech, as well. It was dark. I was in my car, being guided to the emergency room through online directions delivered to me by Brooke from our home in Utah. I pulled into the parking lot and told my worried husband I would call him as soon as I knew anything.

Once inside the Maine Coast Memorial Hospital, primarily used by injured lobstermen, I apologized. For what? I can only remember thinking I was overreacting. Sitting in a bright white room where I waited after my symptoms had been described, blood pressure noted, and temperature taken, I watched a fifteen-year-old boy walk into the hospital screaming in pain. He was accompanied by a policeman who by law had to place him in handcuffs. “I’m not a criminal! I didn’t kill anybody,” the boy cried. “I just wanted to kill myself.”

After several hours of tests, including a CAT scan and an EKG, a physician’s assistant finally came into my room. Without a preamble, she said, “There is a soft-tissue density on the left side of your brain measuring 11.8 by 8.6 millimeters in maximal dimensions.”

I asked her to speak to me in a language I could understand.

“I don’t know exactly how to say this,” she said. “But it appears you have a brain tumor and you’re in the middle of a stroke.”

I started to laugh, unable to take in what I had just heard. By then the doctor had walked into the room. Overhearing the conversation and the edges of my humor, she interrupted, “How about this: on a scale of one to ten, you are at an eight.”

That got my attention.

 

 

Illustration: Jimmy Brown

A Dozen Strides Brings Him into Eloquence: A Meditation on Don DeLillo’s Early, Funny Novels

 
 
 
 
I might as well admit this up front: I’m a sucker for the early, disreputable novels of the acclaimed. This is particularly true in the case of my favorite writers. Were I packing for a vacation on a remote island—a vacation free of the small charming dictators who masquerade as my children, and thus a vacation in which I might read for more than three minutes without having to arbitrate a dispute involving Popsicles—I would choose Sula over Beloved. I realize the latter is considered one of the greatest works of American fiction, but I find its dense collage of interior monologues needlessly confusing. As far as I’m concerned, Toni Morrison peaked in 1977, with Song of Solomon, in which her stunning lyricism and allegorical ambitions sharpen, rather than obscure, her characters. In the case of Martin Amis, I find myself rereading, every six or so days, Money, his paean to the sociopathic charms of the Reagan-Thatcher axis. I then pick up the more seriously regarded The Information and lose steam on page 71.

Nowhere is this early-career fetishism more scandalous than in my attitude toward Don DeLillo. Of his sixteen novels my favorites remain his first two, Americana and End Zone, works rarely cited in the company of later heavyweights such as Libra and Underworld. DeLillo himself declared the original manuscript of Americana “very overdone and shaggy,” an apprentice work. I also have a soft spot for White Noise, his commercial breakthrough, though the book has been reviled by critics ranging from Jonathan Yardley (“a trip to nowhere”) to the dyspeptic B. R. Myers, who dismissed its “spurious profundity.”

As a short-story writer, I was especially eager to read DeLillo’s first-ever story collection, the newly published The Angel Esmeralda. As in all his work, the prose is mesmerizing at the level of the sentence. But the stories unsettled me. There is a hollowness at their core, a profound despair. And this feeling triggered a curious side effect: I suddenly yearned for those early, shaggy novels, for the chance to reimmerse myself in the imperfect hope of Don DeLillo’s literary youth.
 

The rest of this essay will amount to an apology for my taste, though it won’t sound like an apology. It will sound more like a set of theories, implorations, and asides. This is the modern American apologia, a sort of defensive rhetorical jitterbug. It’s a lot of what Don DeLillo does. He apologizes for America without really apologizing. He investigates how a nation could fall so far away from its collective decency without much apparent moral disruption.
 
 
 
 
 
Photo: Joyce Ravid
 
 
 
 
 

A Dry Season

My father was a farmer. He woke before light and spent his days trying to guide and control the life that came out of the earth. The farm belonged to his family gone back three generations. Corn from the get-go. My mother stayed at home and had us children because that was the way of the world we lived in. In my very early years my mother was a lively woman. She took us out in the old Ford truck, pushing and pulling the shifter with such vigor I was in awe of the machine, that it did not fall apart under her power. Then that changed. She stopped taking us into town, leaving the job to my father or Robert, Father’s farmhand, or even from time to time Robert’s wife, Estelle. My mother stopped leaving the property and then one day she stopped leaving the house altogether.

We lived just outside of a town called Sycamore. Sixty miles from Chicago, due west. Sixty miles made a difference then, far more than it does now. It had been less than a decade since the end of the second war, and the suburbs, though growing fast with GIs and their young families, were still just a narrow collar on the city. I was the second and last child for my parents. My sister was Harriet. I was the one, though, that our parents had been waiting for—a boy—and it showed in the way they treated me, taking my side in fights between Harriet and me, giving me a stern talking-to for something that would have surely gotten Harriet a spanking or worse. From an early age I understood myself to be different from my sister.

One summer day, Harriet and I found ourselves, as we often did on summer days, bored enough to act like friends. We scratched hopscotch into the ground by the barn, but quickly tired of it. We tried to get our dog, a black Labrador named Petal, to chase a stick, but she wasn’t budging from the shade of the house. It was too hot and she was too old. We sat down next to her just as our father came out of the barn leading Grace, his best mare. She had a hitch in one of her back legs. “Goddamn it,” our father said. “What the shit.” Then he called out loudly for Robert. “Go on and play somewhere else,” he said to us, waving his hand in no particular direction. “Robert!” he called again.

Harriet and I went around the side of the barn, but stopped and waited at the corner, peering around. Robert came out of the house, where he’d been having lunch. His wife was there that day. Estelle often came out and visited with my mother, sometimes bringing vegetables or flowers from her garden. It was easy to forget that Robert worked for our father; most of the time they seemed like partners or even brothers—Father being the elder, of course. Estelle followed Robert out of the house, but stayed on the porch, leaning against the whitewashed post, watching her husband and our father. Robert shuffled over to where our father had Grace’s leg up, examining her hoof.

 

Photo: vicm

A Footnote to the History of the New York Central Railroad

Poetry by David Wagoner

A Late Freeze

A classic tale of bear meets robot

A Letter from Peter Matthiessen

A letter from Peter Matthiessen

A Letter from Robert Finch

A letter from Robert Finch

A Letter from Wendell Berry

A letter from Wendell Berry

A Near Life Experience

 

During her fifty-two years, Erma Rapoport imagined having an active social life, particularly when it came to her neighbor of at least twenty of those fifty-two years, the wonderful Mr. Whoever. Once she secretly observed him tending his garden through her mail-order 20 x 30 mm Explorer binoculars—this being in the fall of ‘81 or ‘82—and his eyes caught her attention. He had the kindest, dearest eyes she had ever seen, a grayish-blue, unusual eyes that could probably look deep inside a person and touch the heart. Oh, my, she thought, and cooled her flushed cheeks with quick little waves of her hand.

Then yesterday Mr. Whoever died, a massive coronary. The shock of his abrupt departure took Erma’s breath away. She saw the James City County EMS truck in front of his house, its blue-and-red lights flashing. Ten or fifteen minutes later, a fat balding man and a rough-looking blonde woman, both wearing navy blue jackets, wheeled out a gurney with a plastic body bag strapped to it, presumably Mr. Whoever. The following day, she read his obituary and, after more than two decades, learned his name—Alvin Lipka. What’s Lipka . . . Polish? She thought she knew a couple of Lipkas, maybe.

He was, or had been, a fifty-eight-year-old bachelor who was survived by no one, the poor thing.

A Prayer for My Daughter, Who Does Not Exist

Poetry by Dan Albergotti

A Preface to the History of Chairs

A poem by David Wagoner

A Rumor of Bears

The truck’s heater gasped a damp, phantom dog
into the cab, redolent of rain-soaked wool.
Its choke and vent was anything but warm.

 

The day had faded dull—gray sun, gray rain.
Even the slim college girls walking by
wore fat coats the color of wildebeests,

 

and the aging dour professors limping
among them were plainly no threat at all.
I should have known it would be like this, come

 

as I had from the bears...

A Small Study of Faith Before Arising from My Bath to Teach World Literature

A poem by Dan Stryk

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